why does your life suck?
Home just doesn't feel the same since my mom got a new partner, I can't keep my grades to my standard, I hate my dad, I hate school, I have one friend and we're barely even seeing each other and my emotions won't stop going all over the place. LIFE SUCKS.
I lack all motivation but there's so much stuff that I have to do.
I went to college, and what college has taught me is that it doesn't matter how good you are. The only thing that matters is how much you "contribute to society" whatever the hell that means. Are you a good person? that doesn't matter. Are you rich? that doesn't matter. do you work 8 hours a day, sleep 8 hours a day and spend money8 hours a day. That's what matters. Society has made everyone into machines to spend money and make "progress" in the world. All for what? During my entire educational life I was taught that life is about fun and learning. I went to College and learned that it is not to learn but " The goal of college is to graduate!" I guess learning is not a part of college. I now know that life is only to serve the machine of money and to replace the gears who are too old and became crippled.
Life really sucks when many of us Don't have a love life, and many others are very extremely lucky to have one.
im losing everyone that i get attatched to and my mental health is declining and i want to die but i cant kill myself bc im a giant pussy
I am a 20 year old female. Life had always sucked for me, even as a child. My family has absolutely nothing to do with me, It's like I'm the black sheep in the family. by the time I was 14 I was molested by a pedofile and It was my fault, one year later the same thing happened again but this time I got raped by the same guy who molested me. right now I still live with my parents, I am housebound and get lonely at night. I have no one to talk to except my 41 year old annoying boyfriend who calls my house a thousand times wanting to hang out all the time. I am 70 pounds overweight, but I am still not as bad looking. I think about suicide all the time, I think I rather be dead than to get old and alone. I have severe depression which makes things worse, I cut myself, I am bulimic and I don't know what to do anymore.
There's an ever-present lack of meaning.
I'm a 25 year old gay male. I'm good-looking, I have a great job, a brand new car, a loving, caring family, however, I'm still so unhappy. I binge drink with my friends and make stupid decisions which has led to my boyfriend breaking up with me, and my best friend telling me that we need some space. These are the two most important men in my life, and I feel completely lost without them...
I am short , my height is 5.3" and it sucks , I feel inconfident due to it, I have no gf at the age of 21 , and I am living my life all alone , short height really sucks.
he doesnt care about me as much as i care about him. psh
I have so much shit to do but i'm not stressed out about it at all. so because it doesn't really make an impact on me hardly any of it gets done. idk maybe if the stress got to me more i'd be able to get more done in my life.
I'm so alone. I have "friends" who I talk to and hang out with and call my BFFs but I hate them... I really do. And not just them. I don't like people. I hate talking to them. I haven't seen my dad in many years. My mom and my dad are still legally married because they can't afford a divorce but they never see each other ever. We used to live as a family in BC, Canada, but we couldn't afford to continue paying for our house monthly and the government had no choice but to take it away. A lot of people hate me and I can't afford anything in life. I have no chance at success and my mom's depressed 24/7 and she drinks to get the pain away. I know people hate me. I know I'm ugly, stupid, pathetic and I know that if I died right now, nobody would really care. and I want to die so, so bad! I'm just not sure what it'll take. I don't want the suicide to fail and for me to live permanently deformed or anything, but al I want is to die. All I want for Christmas and my birthday is to wake up dead so I don't have to live. Is that so hard to ask?
I'M ALWAYS GETTING MY FEELINGS HURT EVERYBODY IN GOD DANG FAMILY DON'T LIKE ME OR LOVE ME OR CARE ABOUT ME.I COULD CARELESS THEY HATE AND I HATE THEM SO THERE. I KINDA WISH THERE WASEN'T SUCH THING AS FAMILIES FAMILIES ARE A PAIN IN THE BUTT.
I am 56 years old been on dialysis from over 9 years and lost my job of 26 years 3 years ago.Divorced since 1999, had a few short term relationships but mainly Alone.I am living on SS disabilty of about 1500 a month. I got the call for a kidney November 5th and had the transplant on the 6th .Unfortunately a benign tumor was found in my bladder and as of today November 20 am still in the hospital because of this complication and no sign when I will go home.So even when something good comes into my life, it usually turns out bad.MY LIFE SUCKS!
Im 22 and i am stuck on dialysis. My life sucks
I seem to only sit on the bad things in life and I can't get out of a spinning circle of hell which I am caught between myself and everyone I try to protect, it hurts to protect myself when I hate myself so much and when I defend my friends they reject my help and then turn around and ask why I don't stick up for them.
when i was 3 my grandmother died in a fire...in a camper in the driveway while we were all awaiting dinner. My parents also were going through an ugly divorce. Mom remarried about a year later. Things smoothed out for a while until my older brother got "the crazy" & ran away. Leaving me the big brother to two young half siblings. Started drinking and doing drugs shortly after this. This continued for @ 15 years. As soon as i start getting my head out of my ass...my younger brother gets cancer and dies a year later. 3 years later all friends leave town in different directions. Found a wife, thought i was good again....Nope her teenagers are torturing me now. I'm glad i don't own a gun at this point in my life.
im having alot of free time .. and im thinking in my last problems every moment ,, so im breathless and soulless
my parents divirced when i was 3. i was taken out of the school id been in my whole life and put through years of going to over 7 schools over the next 45 years. i grew to hate and loath other human beings, especially those my age. i realized this late and now im and 18 old c. freshman with no social mean to relate to other ppl. im smart, inciteful, but have no connections to the world. im severely anxious. judgements plauqe my mind constantly. self sabotage. low self esteem. i think about the past all the time. i compare my life or life events with others almost every 5 minutes in my head. i had an eating disorder in 7th grade. i never escaped that anxiety. it changed me. but how did i get to that pint so young? confusion and shame had been boiling inside sinc i was three. to be shipped from one parent to the other. to deal with putting your childhood aside so yuo can take care of your own emotions. bullying in school. peers who cant comprehend anything. missed opportunities. regret. hatred. as much as i hate society and the others, i hate meself just as much. i think so lowly of myself. i feel empty. i cant break out of my habits. a cycle. chain. all my talents go to waste. im held back. by what, idk.
he doesnt love me anymore ):
You all talk about why your lives suck, but really all your doing is bitching about the world around you. Why don't you speak about the real problems? The ones that your not big enough to confront. It's ridiculous how much you whine about. I can ignore the rest of the world and go about my day, no problem. The thing that really gets me is the reality that my life has no destiny. At the age of 20 and more confused than I have ever been in my entire life, I don't know how I make it through each day. I've never had any ambitions. I only passed high school because I was able to guilt trip my teacher on my last essay, during my last trimester of my senior year. And now I'm blowing away money on college not knowing what the hell I want to do with my life. I've managed to push everyone that ever meant anything away from me. All that goes through my mind is the thought of ending it now because I can't see the point of living if the whole experience just fades away with time.
nothing goes right
I made a bad career choice. I graduated from a 4-yr college for journalism...print and broadcast. I figured that media was such a large part of people's lives that there would always be a demand for words both written and spoken. I worked hard in school, networked, did internships and landed a job. I even was able to move up the network ladder and got a position in a medium sized market on the east coast. Some might consider this a success however I quickly learned that there is little future for those that work in this profession. Pay is lowsy, I work nights, weekends, holidays. I don't get time off with my wife and the result (partially) was her cheating on me. Despite ten years in this career I'm working poor. I'm able to keep a (rented) roof over my head and food on the table but there is >$100 left over at the end of each month. How am I suppose to support a family, build a home or save for retirement? I had to save up for two months to go to the eye doctor and get new glasses. I'm trying to build a business on the side to supplement my meager paycheck but handling all the licenses and equipment is more than I can afford. With this economy I dare not take out a loan...there is no way I can pay back the debt while I'm still working full time and the risk of not getting customers to pay it off. I have dreams I hope to reach but I feel like there is a big roadblock I can't bust through.
My life suck because I am from a poor country, my parents are unemployed, I have no job and we are running out of money and I can't help ourselfes!
i check facebook 20times a day hoping I'll get a notification I can respond to. I feel so lonely everyday nad Im only a junior in high school, still got pretty much 60% of life left until I may hopefully go to heaven.
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