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So much crap has happened in the last couple of years & I feel like there is some sort of curse hanging over me. My son had a drug problem, then a nervous breakdown and is now alcohol dependant to get through each day. We are pretty much stuck with him now as there doesn't seem any way he will ever stand on his own 2 feet. My brother died of leukaemia last year quite suddenly which I am still coming to terms with. My daughter felt she had to find her biological father (who made no contribution to her life) which I understand but cannot really accept as he was a total loser & still is by all accounts. That really hurt especially has she has the best "dad" in the world (my husband) who has brought her up for the last 32 years. We feel like our lives are over and all we do is work so we can live on this god forsaken planet. I know they say we should all think positive but it's pretty hard to keep getting up after being knocked down so many times. We don't want much, just a normal life with a future would be nice.

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