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I hate my life. My family is becoming poor. I live with my grandparents, aunt, and uncle. My mom is in Egypt and I don't talk to her. My dad keeps losing his jobs and can't help me with money when/if I need it. Nor can my grandma because she is in too much credit card debt because she's stupid. My grandpa has dimensia and can't take care of himself. He's a burden to our family. My aunt and uncle live in our basement. My uncle is a drunk who acts like a hard ass. My aunt is a pot head and their two children weren't properly raised. I have anxiety, depression, and a fear of the future because I think that I will end up being poor like the rest of my family and I have this mind set that "No matter what [in life] we all lose." I don't want to be here any more but don't have the mind to commit suicide.