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I screwed everything up somewhere and now I'm trapped in this stupid place with this stupid data entry job 8 hours away from everyone I know and care about. I am here because I couldn't get any other job. I worked really hard to get somewhere in life, and I have a bachelor of science, a really great resume, awesome references, and I speak several languages. It doesn't count for anything!! I never thought my life would come to this dead end. I'm trapped in a lease for a studio apartment i can barely afford, I skip meals on weekends because I just don't care anymore, I start crying several time a day, and I wish I could just hurt myself a little bit physically to let some of the pain out that I've got inside. I've started drinking because a few shots of vodka seem to make my brain slow down and forget about my life. I'm not sure where I went wrong in life to get here. Sometimes I think God must be punishing me for having such an awesome life and for spending all of my time and money on myself (college tuition) instead of on helping the poor or fixing the world.

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My life sucks because ...