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i worked and worked and worked in law school, through my sister dying, and through my wife cheating on me, trying to work it out because it was the right thing to do, then having her abandon me when i became depressed, and now i can't even find a job, my money is low, the bills are piling up, i am 150,000 dollars in debt, and i'm in love with a girl i shouldn't be in love with, and the work just didn't pay off, I put a good face on it, I laugh, I am fun to be with, but on the inside I know everything that makes me happy will go away. and i don't know how to stop it, because all i want to do is to have work, a career, but i am stuck in a trap. stuck in a trap.