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I'm 32 years old and I still live in my mom's basement. I would be happy to move out but can't afford to. The family dog isn't potty trained and the house smells like dog shit. The carpet will have to be replaced for sure. But I can't seem to train the dog to go outside. Guests can't come to the house anymore. Two years worth of dog urine is hard to cover up with incense and lysol. Since I don't have my own place I have nowhere to go to get away. There is no escape. I have a degree but can't find a job that makes a living wage. The only thing that I got from college is a $70,000 school loan debt that I will be paying off 'til I'm 60. My motivation for completing school came from the belief that I would secure a real job upon receiving my degree. I am starting to lose faith that I will find that job. The job that I have right now works me 70+ hours per week. It is sucking my life away. I am getting older and I don't want to waste anymore time. Unfortunately, since I'm salaried I don't even get paid overtime. Even if it were not for the long hours and low pay I would still hate my job. There is alot of stress and unpredictability. I have to be on-call 24/7. My work can call me at 4:00am and I have to go into work. I dread having to go back to work each moring. Every day is becomming a drudge. I don't have any social skills. Therefore I don't have any friends and I don't date. Even if I mustered up the courage to ask women out I don't have time. Oh, did I mention that I live in my mom's basement? I used to have hobbies. But my typical day now consists of working 14 or 15 hours then going home and forcing myself to go to sleep so that I can force myself to get up in the morning and go back to work.

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