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everything I do is just not good enough for people like my father to be happy about. Its not like I do drugs, go to clubs, or do anything stupid. It's just because he hates me..well thats what I've always thought. It's probably because I didn't get into the college he wanted, or that I'm taking forever to finish, or that I was born, or because I don't listen to him, because I'm the middle child, because I'm not Asian enough, or that I'm stubborn,...the list can go on and on. Does it matter what he thinks? Do I need his acceptance? No, not really. I can care less. I just need his credit card. Selfish you say..I think not. With all this negativity, verbal abuse, I think its fair that I (in his small little pea crap he call brain) am wasting his money on what he can use to make himself better. My life sux.

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My life sucks because ...